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Lately R.O.T.C has been getting more and more harder for me.
On top of that I have Track! Unarmed Drill Team practices! Also Home LIFE!
Its been hard for me to keep living like this.........*sigh*..........BUT ITS LIFE so...I have to deal with it. Its hard enough to have divorced parents for one thing but all this just doubles my stress..Ughhh mad .....I also have to worry about my future.. scream scream scream scream scream CAUSE I DONT WANNA SOME HOMELESS HOBO ON THE SIDE OF THE !$**#%! STREET!!!!...*huff*..*huff*..*huff*.....Sometimes in life I just feel like crying cry but I cant cause I dont want people to feel bad or sorry for me. Especially people who r my friends.. sad .So I just hold it inside so when people see me they think im ok or happy biggrin even though... smile ...Theres still sadness deep inside of my heart sad
*sniff crying ..Hehehe this is the first offcial journal I ever wrote...Too bad it had to be like this.
Anyway..see you later readers.