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You ever just feel like screaming and only stopping when your head explodes into a million peices. Yeah well thats how I feel. I hate being here, I hate being home, I hate being anywhere. I can't find any place to be happy, and its like hell no matter where I go. I'm supposed to be saving my money for vacation, but its near impossible when the people around you are dirt poor and have nothing to eat. Well if you want to eat you'd give it up. Which only makes you feel like s**t in the end, if you were me. ******** a million people telling you to do different things and in the end you can never make up your mind. Its impossible to live and no one understands why you're so sucidal and depressed on a day to day basis. Well take a look around you and then wonder why.