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I'm so scared of
myself right now.
I'm loseing my best friend,
although I don't know how.

I'm tired of this game,
I don't want to play.
It was fun at first
but the fun has gone away.

I'm trying to choose
but my minds a mess.
you have put me under
too much stress

So the choice,
my eyes finally see.
For i know you'll
never be with me.

Don't worry because.
I'll be fine.
Dissipointment like this
happens all the time.

Just tell me this,
is she perfect?
Is losing me
really worth it?

To have one friend,
does it cost you another?
Because if that's so.
I'll just wonder.

All we have been
up to this point you see.
Is tempting fate
and destiney.

I can't handle
not knowing where I stand.
So now I'm letting
go of your hand.

I will fall
hard and deep.
I beg you please
don't rescue me.

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I wrote this a few days ago.............its about my best friend........who i think is leading me on.....:/