Link to the forum.
This was my answer :
I perfectly understand your pain, and I think that it is terrible on how people are always treathened a certain way for what they physically are.
For example the ugly people will be bashed at school, the pretty people will be loved forever, and etc.
But what others doesn't seems to understand, is that they are suffering from living in such a terrible environment. Of course I know some persons who would love to be pretty and go to the peagent and win trophy to be pretty, but if only they knew how terrible it is to be like an item for everyone including your parents...
I think that no one is living in a paradise.
I understand perfectly your pain, I never been in a peagent thing (Sorry if I spell it wrong, I'm Quebecan). xD
But my parents are always showing me to their friends as a perfect little gentle girl. I like it, because they are not being extremist like yours ( reffering to what you said ). But at the same time I feel very lost in this crazyness...
I wish I could find anything to help you, but all I can do is to tell you that you are not alone. This is kind of my whole life purpose.
As a kid I was always being bashed for being ''special'' I was kind of retarded or something, I went to the psychologist and now I am fine.
But since then, I kind of gotten brain washed, and now I am always telling others they are not alone, they're the best friend I ever had, they shouldn't be sad, they are beautiful the way they are inside and outside.
I sometimes feel like a robot.
The worst is that I can't control it, and kind of like it.
I became so addicted to being a robot, that, I am used to it and act like if it was absolutely normal for a girl to be always telling others how much they are beautiful 24/7.
Don't worry, people will someday truely love you, not everyone is superficial and stupid. I think that the others who wrote dumb things on this thread doesn't understand how much life is terrible when we are being such treathened.
They are probably jealous of your life. Everyone is always jealous of other's life, even tough they sometimes don't really see it, they are inconsciously desiring to have some other person's life. This is how humans were made.
-xx Lady Uta Friedmann <: )
 Lady Uta Friedmann · Sat Mar 20, 2010 @ 07:00pm · 1 Comments |
