So I hate my group for notes in A.P. history. But I can't abandon them for some reason. I can't help but feel sympathetic for them, despite the fact that they really suck at doing their notes. Practically everyday I just draw while Mr. Smith talks because I have nothing when it's not my section. And I did notes for Jenn and Rachel because they were complaining about Katie's. Now they want me to join their group. But I can't. And I feel terrible for undermining Katie like that, even though she could care less. I think I'm completely over-analyzing everything, but I can't stop feeling like I stabbed someone in the back. Whether it's Katie, Evan, Wade (who I really should care less about because he's such an a**), or myself for not taking the opportunity for making things easier on myself.
I'm such an idiot.
 odangohead · Mon Mar 15, 2010 @ 03:22am · 0 Comments |
