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I can't explain my actions.
Can't explain what I've done.
You don't know the pain I'm in,
or what pain that still is to come.

You don't see my struggle.
You won't hear my cry.
The way I need you now,
just makes me want to die.

I finally got what I wanted.
yet I have nothing at all.
For now it seems that myself
will be my final downfall.

I'm not trying to say,
words that I shouldn't.
Because I know deep down
that I really couldn't.

I'm sorry that I'm writing this.
But I think I had an epiphany.
I relized that without you in my life,
I wouldn't be able to be me.