well lately its been quite crazy. I been trying to perfect my avi. Make an UTAU run an UTAU. Alot of school work has been done. And soon i have a surgery coming up. I want to take some time to put here the important people in my life.
My mother, she is sacrificing so much for me. Spending so much time for my poor health.Done every thing in her power to help me grow up to be a woman.
My step dad, he pays all the bills and he puts up with my s**t all the time. love him so much!
My dad, He may not be the one who supports me. But i love my daddy with a passion...and forgive him for everything he did to me.
My grandma...I almost forgot. She has done a lot for me as well...She was there in my times of the most deep darkness.
My sister emily, Although she may be stupid sometimes and drives me crazy. She is still my sister and when im truly down and out for the count she picks me up and supports me.
My sister robbi, Robbi is sooo distant. So detached...and it makes me sad. I love her with all my heart she...just really needs to sort herself out. And she randomly calls me beautiful and cute. (believe it or not that helps a bundle)
My Baby sister zoe. Zoe is a hyper and stubborn little girl. Only 4 yrs old and she is sooo intelligent! I love teaching her Japanese and playing chasing games with her. ^^
My Lover/Friend and Fiance richard...AKA Judas. When EVER I am sad...when EVER i have something thats wrong. HE MAKES IT RIGHT. He calms my torn heart and picks up the pieces. Of course he has his issues. He isn't perfect but nor am I...And he makes my life 100% better. I love Richard Lee Rodrick
My Bff annie. She is like a dark angel sent from er...heaven-hell? IDK but she is my company. My key to taking away my loneliness. I hate being alone ALL the time...and she really helps me when i need her. I can tell her all my dirty secrets and more and she wouldnt tell a soul. My right hand chicka...and my best friend for life.
My brother..er best friend...er my DEATH... IDFK brandon. He is another Bff he listens to me and makes me think about things I dont normally think about. WE debate well and talk all the ******** time. We stay up late and pick on noobs and pwn them sooo hard!! We get the same jokes and laugh about everything. He has really picked me up when i thought i was going to melt down.
My friend Alysha...I know i can go to her about boy issues most of the time! I care about her sooo much! Although she is sooo far away me and her go way back and well i wouldnt be who i was with out her. more understanding.
(small shout out to my stalker MANDI!!! lol i love you mandi ^.^)
There are so many more friends! So much more....but these are the people who stand out in my life. These people rock my world and i couldnt live with out them.
And I love them ALL (yes you to brandon and lysha!)
And without you i wouldnt be this person.
Thank you so very much.
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