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Today was a rather lonely day like most but I was able to overcome most of the thoughts. I tried my hardest to think about other things than being lonely and without my girlfriend. I was able to focus on some work and what got my mind off most of my feelings is the issue I have going on with two of my courses. I finally got my business course figured out and I am good to go on that, but now I need to find a "placement" for my "co-op" class. A lot of people just ask me "oh what is co-op?" well co-op is where you obtain a job for a semester that is not paid. Well your pay is your credits. You work for the employer and learn new skills. Now since one kid ******** up five years ago NO STUDENTS are allowed to work with law enforcement ever again for co-op. Lets just say someone lost a very important trail cause of it...So now the only other option I am left with is business. It's very hard to find a personal owned business where I live. I really don't want to go to a place like blockbuster or a grocery store pushing buggies. I won't learn anything about business except for the concept you need to make people your b***h to gain success. Trust me I have been on that end plenty of times and I don't need to learn about that any further. So that has been a rather stressful thing to do. Hopefully I can get some help and get all this sorted out. In the meanwhile I need to focus on other work I have and keeping myself positive throughout the day. I have a fair bit of work to do today, but after all that is set and done I get to relax.

End of entry #4 - Part 1

Luke. J. Hollis.