I love your eyes, how they can show so little at times yet express so much. How they turn a soft pale emerald forest green when they turn to me. I am truely captivated by those eyes. Those that can be so loving yet so harsh. So Beautiful yet sad.
Like watching from a distance as a forest fire rages through a dark night. Burning everything down to the ground. The animals watching as something so beautiful destroys there homes.
Beautiful yet sad.
Those are your eyes.
They can hurt me yet can craddle me in there soft embrace. they can show who you are without a solid definition. But yet they are one of the few things that I could describe about you in such detail. Mysterious they are but enticeing.
Weather of not you see my ambitons through those eyes I could care less so long as I may become lost in them.
So long as I may entertwince my amitions with your own I will be happy. that much is certain. I know I have passions but non in comparrison with our love.
Please read these & know this is how I write..because I know how you've been dieing to hear how I write. But also know that this is how I see our love. That when I speak these wrods they are ment for your ears alone.
What interesting hours have passed between us. KNowing how jealous you can be. But knowing you'd be the only one I want. Thinking of acceptence. How I first began to accept you. How jealousy rises.
But I will be only yours, I can't even think of being anyone elses. I love yo9u so much, I treasure everymoment we have to eachother as though it may be our last. I treasure you to be my first true love & I plan on being with you forever it that is at all possible. I will remember you so long as you remember me & I wont regret anything I will treasure you in my heart always. I only wish that times didn't seem so short. that our lives didn't seem so short. That is there is such a thing as reincarnation we will be lovers until the end of time. Our spirits entertwined together forever....in a neverending chain...that's how I see our love...& even though I may sound like just another hopefull teenager I truely mean what I say to you. By my heart.
I believe that Set in stone, writting in blood, lies our future...a future maapped out forus...by a force unknown...that is our future...a future I feel is forever & always with you...even though I feel like I'm writing vows for if we ever marry. lol an odd concept to imagine sometimes.
Also don't let your heart be broken only because you think our beliefs are different. I will always love you. No matter our beliefs. I will be with you when you fight your mental demons. Even when I sleep. know I'm with you in spirit. Always.
To my one true love,
Michael
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Well so far I'm doing good, even after the somewhat long winded arguement of just acouple months back I think everyone is recoperating. We've all changed for the better at least in my opinion and better yet I think I've made several new friends within the japanese 2 class and band classes at my highschool.
I'm happy because now I think everything is slowly beginning to reconnect in a way.
And I think that I should start this new journal by saying that we should all be alittle more cheery this winter.
It seems every winter I'm not all that cheery instead I feel depressed and out of sorts to the point where I can't stand it but this time I'm not going to be that way.
I'm trying to improve myself and I hope that in improving myself that everything might change for the better. biggrin
I'm happy because now I think everything is slowly beginning to reconnect in a way.
And I think that I should start this new journal by saying that we should all be alittle more cheery this winter.
It seems every winter I'm not all that cheery instead I feel depressed and out of sorts to the point where I can't stand it but this time I'm not going to be that way.
I'm trying to improve myself and I hope that in improving myself that everything might change for the better. biggrin
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