So ive never felt so worthless in my life. Ive never been so hurt. Ive never been told im a "******** b***h,shut up,hypocritical self concieded, piece of trash,worthless,nothing,horrible person." By someone I believed I "loved". Like sometimes i wonder if theres another otu there that can "stand" me and "love" me better. But thats hightly unlikely. I did love him. But i ******** up so bad. And i miss him. But i know its better for him to leave me. I know i was wrong, But then again sometimes so was he. He thinks im the worst person. But I just think I have an ego. Hes cruel, crueler then christopher Jones, Crueler then ANYONE ive ever met in my life. I idolize his power he holds, but in a way I fear every ounce of it. He could crush me in a heartbeat. One day he'll realize, i DID love him. I wasnt brave. He is in love with another, the worst pain ive ever felt. I am Taylor, And I am Dead.
 Aromatiisse · Thu Jan 14, 2010 @ 10:10pm · 0 Comments |
