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well i draw.

some ppl draw wat there told to or wat they see. I draw from my imagination and what I want. it was hard wen it came 2 art in school cos i got rly bored n pissed off with it and rly rly stressed out. like the time my class was away on a trip 2 scotland n me n some other freaks stayed behind and my teacher forced me 2 draw a bird (wtf) so wat chooses did i have? Anyway it took me bout 2 half a days(lik lunch to home time of 1 day & morn to lunch nxt day) n my arm hurt n i was about 2 collapse with stress and boredum and it turned out s**t (even tho every1 thought it was aweshum, and i won the school art sheild outta everyone in the whole school). but i can sit for hours drawing (and enjoying it) wen im drawing wat i want to!

I like drawing manga/anime style which i taught myself to draw in the summer, or sometime tht looks lik summer but actullly isnt 0.o & its safe to say im very bad at it but i've deffo progressed and hopefully shall keep getting better.

i can't draw human style which is a big prob cos in my art GCSEs everything i think of as a protential theme must be drew realisticly which is impossible for me as everything i draw in human style misteriously turns into Chris Crocker. so im stuck. i've been told manga/anime style is an opition but i can understand tht i shall lose marks as examaners shall look at it and state ive jst copyd it and drawing graphics is not the same as copying from a photograph.

so im 100% stuck, i am not an artist, i do not have the skills to ever be labeld as an artist, art is hobby and jst a hobby.

i create my own characters which i hope in the future to use to create a mini manga. i currently have nine, two of them are not yet named, they're personallitys havent excatly grew yet, some characters such as Kotoko, Sakura,Hotaru,Makie have got basic personallitys but at this stage i fear there too simmilar. no story line has been created.

so wen i do draw i draw my characters, rarely some fArt and geishas and and er thts it =D
sometimes my mum forces me 2 try n draw ladscaped n then praises me but they suck.

dont ask 4 avi art cos i cba