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So many emotions…
run through my mind….
So many reasons…that I cannot find.
Painful memories keeps haunting me…
Trying to understand….
Why they won’t let me be..
As I made up this world inside of my head…
I couldn’t contemplate what you had said…

Could it really all have been a great lie…
One so strong, I prayed to die.
Your visions’ so strong…..clear in my heart…
How could I have known….It would have been shattered apart..

Lost and confused…
Was the least costly of all….
You were there to watch me …
Watch me to fall…

I remember that day,,,
So broken hearted in two….
There was nothing to say…
That would get through to you…

Time has passed…
So ungreatly and unkind…
How could i have been..
so dumb, deaf, and blind.

This game you played….
conspiracy and all…
Only made me beg God…
For the day that you would call.

I breathed you every second of the day…
I smelt your Aroma….this very passed May…
My echoes and cries….stay with me now and then
I am so broken hearted Adam….
You were my best friend…