I lay on the couch, mind swarming with empty thoughts
i'm thinking but what about
my mind isn't here but it has no place
but when i start thinking about what i'm thinking about
there is one place it goes
only for a little while but it was enough to soothe my heart
a soothing warmth that i almost can feel
so soft and comforting underneath my head
i imagine opening my eyes
and seeing a face
the face smiles at me and i smile back
there are no words
there is no need
just a smile and warmth
as i start to bask in the glory of the memory
i am ripped back to reality
screaming infants, cursing cousins, crying adults
all so exhausting but what can i say, its family
but i wonder, will that face one day be here
i can't really see it but i sorta hope not
this is too much for anyone, i wouldn't wish this on my enemies
but
it would sorta be nice
having that person to go to
to just rest in those arms
or lay my head down on that lap
that might be...sorta nice
 Ayala55 · Fri Dec 25, 2009 @ 07:06pm · 1 Comments |
