When the tides of ocean lows
I can see the other side of life beneath me
People who lie to their love one
Just to feel happy
Just to feel control
Just to feel love
But often their life will be miserable
In the end of course
But the feeling of damned overcome my rational thought
I felt like ending my life in a blink of the eyes
But i can't do that
My family will feel the sorrows of my shadows
Do i have to push myself just to overcome this fear and missery?
Just to kept everyone happy?
And ignore my own feelings for the sake of family?
Its sounds so pathetic to do so
But...
Its the best choice to plot revenge.
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Life as an imbecilee to the spawn of my heart
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Alpha Mephistopheles
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