Recently I have, for no apparent reason started crying. Like REALLY crying... It aches inside me everytime I see him, but it is not the same aching as before. I am over him. He is not worth my emotions . At all. But He still ignores me, And it hurts me. A friend is not supposed to behave like that, at all. So what have i done to deserve it? I probably did something utterly stupid right now.. I sent him a message on Facebook telling him he is a fool for not telling me things face to face, but letting me hear things through others instead.. I am starting to get sick off it. and really needs him at the moment. As a friend.. i am ******** up at the moment. I want so bad to cry but are not able to cry for real, only a few tears comes out, and then dry season again. I want to get over with this. either he stays a friend and tell me what the ******** i have done wrong, or i go on...
I dont wanna go on..
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