I Love You Clara...
Every time i am apart from you my heart aches... every time i start thinking about you i still aches. The only thing i can live with is you.
You are special to me. I'll never do anything that would hurt you. I've never felt this before.
:l
No seriously i havent :3
I had this heart problem thing about yesterday when i went to sleep and came back... well actually i forget how it happens but it started yesterday... damn i do know but i'm to ashamed on saying it >.<
yes, i would walk slow when im with you.
i feel shy alittle when im with you :3
yes i smile when i hear your cute, beautiful voice
When i look at you its true i ignore everyone else and pay attention to you. I just see you and only you Clara.
I only think about you now
I alway smile when i talk to you and when i look at you.
I frown when someone interfere and when i feel abandoned
i'll do anything, ANYTHING, anything! just to see you.
even if it mean going violence, i WILL see you
Your the only one in my mind...
i wouldnt want to imagine if we ever broke up.
it seem unlikely.... right??
i was quiet because there is really nothing to talk about. and i was... idk. Blank?
yeah i was blank that time and well... idk.
I Love You To Death.
But i heard tiff said you were sad.
I didnt notice but i guess its today not on the phone yesterday.
You was really happy and hyper :]
But... everytime i tried to talk you do something else or talk to someone else...
Then i got really annoyed and well... idk
Blank?
But what i want to know is why are you gone?
Come back...
You could have said where you going or what you doing.
That would really cheer me up if you tell me where you going so i wont feel worry.
If you go to the mall thats understanding but since idk what you doing i feel like you just didnt care to tell me.
Like today. Your gone... leaving me... without a single bye or "I Love You" or anything.
I gotta let this out...
I Love You To Death
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My Soul Is Lost, My Heart Is Bloody, My Body Is Opposing, My Will Has Change, My Will Power Weakening, My Mind Clouded, All Purpose Lost...
Searching for what is taking my soul... it is the burden of the present. (knowing a lot of people would try to go out with you. thats all bull. you know who those peoples are... and everytime someone do try to steal you from me... part of my soul disappear)
My heart aches with every fight i attend in which i am now heartless where everyone just ignore my pain( it also hurt me when you are sad... i want you to be happy all the time. i also cant take anything bullshit from my dad. nobody knows my pain or understand it but i dont blame them its just what to say :3)
My body cannot handle this pain in my heart and the more i try to love it makes me fade away more and more( i love you and that will not change)
My will have changed into something violence and bloody( i dont know... its just how i feel, i know it change but i will soon know what my will or goal is in the future)
My will-power is no more for i have lost all hope( but i am still with you xP )
My mind is all confused with anger,pain, and no merciful.(true)
There is no purpose for me anymore so live on with your life knowing who i am.( if you decide to )
I Love You
That Friday when we were up till 3:24 was the best time ever...
the ending was sad but we had a a laugh
xD
you made me be the one who hanged up but i did it for you.
wink
I slept good after that but then...
I Love You
Come back Soon :3
Forget all that this the real wifey, fck that btch LOL!! -Nova
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