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There is something bad happening in my world on gaia and I don't know what it is.
Either that or....I feel like I'm alone....like I always do....
I think I'm probably one of the most foolish people alive....trying to make everyone love me, when it's not humanly possible.
If there ever was a way for me to fit in...I've never found it....
I want so many things to last forever but...reality says forever is never....
I find out to often everyday that, the more you know....the more you realize there's more you don't know.
Since it is too often that I am alone....I wonder if it is better if I was a Nobody....
When you are a nobody....there isn't any despair, love, hurt or emotional attachment.
Gah....the heart is so easy to wound and extremely hard to fix.
I think I'm probably known as the hardest guy to trust....and I'm also the guy people are annoyed by because I'm so persistent with objectives, tasks and accomplishments.
The main reason I have to hide is because....there aren't enough bad marks on my "life report card".
As humans, we have to find the bad part of everything....
Some people say they are willing to forgive and forget....
As humans, do we ever forgive and forget?
When is that last time someone said: that's ok! we will make this work and really mean it....
Faith is a very thin thread....and one day, everyone will have to remember what it is....to have faith. Myself included....