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"Not today... please not today..." I stumbled out of bed this morning, dreading the snow outside. I fall down on the ground from dizziness, I feel my forehead and it scorches my hand "I don't remember what happened....I won't remember it" I say this over and over in my head, but the one that was a part of me died, dear, dear brother, Haku....the beautiful boy died, sacrificing himself to a man who hid his feelings...why, I wonder, is this the reality that comes in a package? Cruel, cruel reality "I don't like being alone, all alone...life shouldnt be like this, its too much of a burden for anyone" I cut my hair with a kunai and I go outside, throwing my hair into the snow, and it falls into the shape of my headband's sign

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I trip over my ninja gear and luandry while throwing the excess hair into the snow, and the kunai peirces through my stomach, and the case that held my acupuncture needles, that hung on the wall outside my cabin, fell from the thump and the needles stabbed my back from impact...truley accidental, unpredictable...I say I am sorry for the worlds cruelness...this ludicris world that brings us in and takes us out...."I love you...my friends...naruto...lee...sasuke...kiba...sakura...ino...hinata.......neji....gaa----" I say my bestest of freinds names....and i die....


The hours past and Lee came over (he was teaching me taijutsu) and found me lying in bloodstained snow, seeing that i was smiling in my death... the next day was my funeral, everyone cried, pain of losing a close friend...Now I lay upon my cloudy bed, watching over them with my brother... Dearly Deacesed......