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i have been writing for along time...well i started with poems then it grew to writing short stories now its up to novels, but i learned how to write music and lyrics...so ihave been writing alot!
i have started singing since i was young, but i stopped after awhile since i was dealing with everything and i helld it in,and i got so frustraded that i wrote on paper of my felings and it turned out as my first song and here it is. its called "When my wings open"

vrs1.
when i open my eyes the drizzling darkness haounts my mind, dark depths of it drowns me to the knife right there, but i wont end my life there no i wont!!! every morning, every afternoon a yell, a scream, a shatter of broken tears mixed with plates!!!
chrs1.
When my wings open, i will find away of this thing called a "life" WHEN MY WINGS OPEN MY EYES WILL glitter of happiness,but u have to belive in me!! Family or not i still cannot find myself to be happy, im always mad at something! mostly at "her" MOTHER!!!!!!!!! u have ruined it for the last time!!!!!!!!!!!!
vrs2.
wen i runaway, WEN I RUN AWAY!!! i hope u know its because of all this nonsense in this fukin worlllllllld!!!!! GET AWY FROM ME!!! i cant controll myself anymore!!!!!!!
~whisper~ im dying dont u care, i can end now at this second, but im not a whimp, im not afraid of the truth of this ~loud and strong~ WORLD!!!!!!!!!!
we are nothing!!
chrs2.
When my wings open, i will find away of this thing called a "life" WHEN MY WINGS OPEN MY EYES WILL glitter of happiness,but u have to belive in me!! Family or not i still cannot find myself to be happy, im always mad at something! mostly at "her" MOTHER!!!!!!!!! u have ruined it for the last time!!!!!!!!!!!! (x2)
vrs3.go awy!











well leave comments or send me a pm..thank u for reading my very first song ever! ♥
-Jackie F.
A.K.A.
yaya