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I'm an idiot.
That should about sum it all up.
A complete and utter idiot.
Should be executed by horrible means....
Seriously.
All I wanna do is either:
A.) Beat stuff till I cry. Or B.) Cry till I beat stuff.
Not much else besides that.

And I don't wanna rant to someone because I know that they don't want to hear about it and it's an awkward conversation anyways and So I can't really talk to anyone ******** Gah.

Even asked for some venting ideas but all of them haven't worked, I just feel freakin' horrible and at this rate I'm gonna have a panic attack because I'm retarded like that.

Rarw, Just Rawr.