Another holiday gone, Halloween this time, and it was a big Gaia event. I spent the night with an assortment of friends, went to hang out with Dez <3 though, cause she's amazing like that. Thanks to Zachy and Jakey for inviting me!
Onto the now. I had a brief relationship with Ryan before I realized he's kinda an a-s-s. CG Took a Superior at state this year!! Kira and I took Eric out Christmas caroling the other night, to Ej, Mikey, and Peggy's... leading to Kira and Ej's new found friendship. We went wondering off the path at River Bend Park, and sat on fallen trees that Saturday. Dal Riada was a tournament this past weekend, and Eric almost won... but Mr Shawn prevailed again. Vanessa came down with H1N1 today, which really sucks, cause now I'm under quarantine till I'm declared not ill.
Personal stuff in my head says:
I think I'm jealous of Lizzy.
I know I'm jealous of Alex.
I'm getting past E-R-I-C.
I think I'm incapable of truly loving anyone.
What if I said Josh keeps crossing my mind...
When Mikey doesn't text back it kills me a little inside.
I just want Trevor to be HAPPY
I feel like I'm not really here
I think Kira and I are moving apart...
in anticipation of what's coming next year
And it makes me wanna CRY
I fear in my past I made the BIGGEST mistake of my LIFE!
I think I'm jealous of Lizzy.
I know I'm jealous of Alex.
I'm getting past E-R-I-C.
I think I'm incapable of truly loving anyone.
What if I said Josh keeps crossing my mind...
When Mikey doesn't text back it kills me a little inside.
I just want Trevor to be HAPPY
I feel like I'm not really here
I think Kira and I are moving apart...
in anticipation of what's coming next year
And it makes me wanna CRY
I fear in my past I made the BIGGEST mistake of my LIFE!
Could you ANYONE love me?
