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this was the song that I wrote when I was still with her, I even sang it to her when we weren't together, and well it means a lot to me, I don't know what it means to her though, but this is actually the first love song I ever wrote and probably the last. There are two versions of the song, one from when we were together and one a few days after she broke my heart.

original:
When I see her my heart beats fast
She's an angle whose love will last,
When I leave her my heart beats not
I think she is pretty and hot.

My love for her won't end
So far she is my best girlfriend,
Love is a funny thing
the thought of her makes me sing.

I am a wolf and she is a fox
around her my heart is no longer in locks,
I think of her in a sweet tone
and wish we had 5 hours alone.


New:
When I'm with her my heart beats fast
She's an angel and I hope our love will last,
She's the only girl to make my life meaningful
She's really smart and even more beautiful.

My love for her has no end
She was my very best girlfriend,
Our love was a funny thing
the thought of her make me sing.

I'm her wolf and she's my fox
Around her my heart is no longer in locks,
Every time I think of her it's in a sweet tone
And I wish we had 5 hours to cuddle alone.

But I got a third song, but it's not really a love song.

When I see her she always seems alone
I would call her but she probably wouldn't answer her phone,
She's the only thing that gives my life meaningful,
She's both an angel and a demon, which to me is beautiful.

My love for her has found an end
But eternity is the only end,
Our love was really fun
I hope the feelings she had for me aren't done.

I'm now a lost puppy getting kicked around
Yet she's probably oblivious to my yelping sound,
She has my heart now and do whatever she wants to my loves
Even though I still get the random thought of weddings and doves.

I hate to see her looking melancholy
She has a lot of fun with her dolly,
She says she's going lesbian,
I hope this has a happy end.

I always been there for her
Yet it hasn't gotten me any further,
I feel that I should give up
if only my feelings would let up.

My body feels that it's be branded
I would do anything she demanded,
I hope this is just a phase
cause I can't seem to solve this maze.

I hope she ends up happy
I know that I'm sounding sappy,
I want to be that boy that she always wanted
The love we had is haunting.

and that's basically it, now I'm going to go back to my grim tales that I don't share on gaia.