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Got back from my sleepover with Dancia And Jenn. It was fun but they spent pretty much the whole time texting Ben and I felt left out. Just because they both like "HIM" doesn't mean they can neglect me! emo Then again, everyone always does, so I guess it doesn't matter. But it's not like middle school relationships last. Couples are usually not together for the rest of the year, let alone the rest of their lives. People are never together for the rest of their lives anymore. That's proof that there's no such thing as love.
"I don't believe in love like you believe in me. Sunlight to the sinners in this cemetary."
This world is far too cold and cruel a place for love to exist. Although whenever I see a picture of Nick that feeling I get deep within me, that warm fluttery feeling, that feeling that he's watching me and that I just want to break into tears and run into his arms and to have everything perfect in this world and that he can make everything okay is pretty ******** close to love, I'll bet. It just hurts to feel this way because I know that my chances with him are slim to none and that he probably could never be happy with me. I can settle for not being happy; I'm never really happy unless I can see him, but I just really want Nick to be happy. Whatever he wants.... Whatever girl he wants... I'll support him all the way.
...It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to love someone, but a lifetime to forget someone...
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Zombie Luv
Cut my wrists and black my eyes
So I can fall asleep tonight
Or die because you kill me |
