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Oct. 19

How long have I been away from it? I cannot believe it's been a while since that event... that horrible event...


My family has been lost, everyone of them. I wonder if there is still somebody alive and waiting for me for all these years? Right now I have another family. They are just as wonderful as my family back home, yet there is still something missing...

Should I go back? No... I will just revive those sad memories again... But then, I cannot forever run away from the past. I wonder if Cloud will be okay with this. He has not felt good these days. I could never imagine how tragic everything that he has been through was, yet somewhat I think I understand his feelings. This idea might just bring back those sad moments and I don't want him to be in that state anymore. It would just hurt him worse and even... me.

However, I want to go back... I feel like somebody, something somewhere is calling me. Probably I should just go on without telling Cloud. He will be mad at me but there are no other ways. This is my quest...

What about Marlene and Denzel? Well, I think Yuffie and Cloud can take good care of them for me while I am gone. This may take time, but hopefully it will not last too long.

Cloud, I am sorry but I guess this is what I have to do now. Home is calling me back. Home is calling you too. It's calling us back together. But you have been through too much... This is not going to be a good idea for you to go back. Therefore, I will go. I will be back soon though. I promise.

Alright, here I come, Nibelheim...