I sit here in sadness, not expecting sympathy but wanting it just the same. I have felt so selfish in my pity. Praying for death 1 minute and fearing it the next. I don wanna die. I ask only '1' thing is to b 'happy' I was told by a few to take treasure in the small things and i have tried, and other people tell me to 'find' happiness by stop looking for it. I don know who I am anymore. From what I have been told I look like I'm 28, I act like I'm 18, I have a very pretty smile. Beautiful red hair. And a nice tushy, I'm a little bit on the big side but doesn't seem to bother most, artistic, silly, shy and flirtatious, and pretty. Then why do all my friends abandon me eventually???
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