1st person...
what to do...
hmmm....
he doesn't talk to me any more, doesn't reply to me, comes online, but acts like I'm not there..
my hope in this person is lost, for I'm not mad, just sad.. no wait, maybe mad, idk, I lost control of my feeelings again...
I should let go...
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2nd person
he's grounded, not able to call him, not able to calm me..
it's ok though, I know he doesn't wanne talk to me anyways, yet it still hurts...
there is thomas, I guy at our school.. he looks like this person..
only he has blue eyes and the cutes smile, but still looks sooo much like '2nd person'...
maybe.... I should try having something with thomas... imagining it's... '2nd person'
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3d person
he loves me, he really does..
maybe I should try having a relationship with him....
but I'm sick of having a bf thats on the other side of the world....
I guess I just still love the 1st person...
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I'm so confused...
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