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To be totally honest I don't know which feelings I use at times. I usually have any emotionless face, but I can be reflecting happiness or sadness on the other side. I don't like people to read me like a book. It makes me become more self cautious of myself than I'd usually be. My emotions only get in the way, they cause me confusion and I can't regain my control if I unleash even one of them. I don't like to lose control of myself, I feel loose and insecure, like anything can happen to me, anything that can hurt more I should be. I have friends that are trying their best to help me embrace my emotions and I am truly grateful to them for it. Thank you... everyone..