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i got to thinking,
what if i am meant for nobody?
what if i am just on this planet,
taking up space?
what if i am not a lover but a hater?
what if i am not good for anyone?
what then shall i do with my life?
what then shall i do?
i shalt not kill myself,
that's to cruel,
maybe a punch in the gut,
that might do!
no,
maybe not,
it wouldn't affect me,
so much pain has been afflicted upon me that nothing will be able to cure this sickness,
i will carry on with my life.
not as the funny, weird, or a** hole person you have thought me to be,
but as the whisper in the wind,
a ghost in the backround,
a. . . . .
nothing. . . .