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I took my test yesterday. After 6 years I kinda forgot how a test feels.

At my level there are four basic parts: basics (specific techniques), self defense, kata(a bunch of basics put together...kinda like a dance..but not that gay), and kumite or sparring.

Basics was fine. I only forgot how to correctly do one stance and no one really knows how to do a flying back kick successfully anyway so as long as I didn't get a strike on those (which I didn't) then I don't give a crap. Flying kicks suck. >.>;;

Self defense was...hurgh. Easier at first than I expected. For most moves they were only one right and one left side attack. But then came...A BAT. I gotta know self defense against a bat for my belt. IF you get hit by it you get a strike. (cuz in real life where people don't use foam bats you'd get a broken bone or skull). I got hit 3 times. I was so scared. =_+ For a brief second I felt like crying because I thought I'd failed. Like that classic anime scene in your head where the character falls into an imaginary black abyss screaming "nuuuuuuuuuuu". But then I remembered I have 15 goddamn tips which hopefully count for something.

So I survived self defense. By that point I was so physically tired. People kept saying "remember to breath." And I kept wondering," Why the hell are they telling me that." Then I saw myself in the mirror and saw how red my face was. Like that face before you faint from hyperventilating. So yeah...breathing is a good thing. :3

Kata was gay. I just wanted to complete them standing. Blargh

Kumite was horrible. I did so bad. My technique sucked. I forgot any possible combination and basically resulted to railed kicks and sucky reverse punches which were supposed to be uppercuts but seemed to be failed reverse punches. I sucked. Very bad. And everyone just seemed too far away to reach for a hit. HARGHHHH!! The targets were too small on the tiny people and too far on the bigger people. Just stay still damnit and let me punch you! O____________O

Then came the final opponent...2 minutes of looking like an idiot drowning on land. XDD T____________T XDDD

But I got them. I hopefully wasn't as bad as I thought I was at sparring.

But yeah...in the end....I could still stand on two legs while going up the stairs when I got home. I don't know if I passed or not. Supposed to find out next class. But damnit I've waited 6 years for this effin belt I really hope I pass. oxo

And yeah...my body was having an identity crisis. Its like certain muscles in your body became sore that you didn't even know existed. :/ IT doesn't even know if it was sore or tired or in pain or just dandy. In fact...its kinda in the twilight zone. "Did I really take that test?" But yeah...hopefully it'll all go away in a bit. And perhaps this coming Thursday I'll find out the outcome. >w<;;

I love The Darkness. Its all I've been listening to recently. No thanks to my sister who plays it nonstop.
They so gay and dandy. =w= myahhh.....

Moon festival was yesterday too. Yum moon cake.

"Get your hands off of my woman mother farmer!!"