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Parents T_T
There is only one this I hate more then crying because you are hurt!!! and that is crying cuzz you are frustrated!!!! stare Seems to me thats all i ever do with my mom is argue fight cry!!!! Why cant she be understanding like my Best friends mother crying it hurts i want a relationship with my mother but it seems all we do lately is fight and yell *sigh* It depresses me... Dont get me wrong i love her to death but if this is all that we are gonna do then fine!!! I might as well leave and not come back...but alas she needs me and i need her *sigh* Parents are so complicated.... if this is how i will be as a parent i dont want kids *sigh* I am stressed as is I am surprised i am not sck because of this *wipes tear from eye* God dammit I hate crying it makes me feel like a child... Why cant she understand me why wont she listen..... It was a freaking stupid dust pan it fell On ACCIDENT!!! She slipped on it IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!!! I didnt know it fell!!! it was an accident!!! *cries* arg I hate crying it makes me feel inadiquit...stupid...childish!!! I hate feeling like a child!!!! *cries* I cant wait till tomarrow I need a week away from home... It will piss her off but i need it crying dammit i am so childish.....i need help.... *sits and sobs*






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Saxy_Misty
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commentCommented on: Sat Jan 21, 2006 @ 05:28pm
Nya! Don't cry! gonk You'll make me cry and I hate crying to! *sniffle and huggles you* It'll be ok! She'll forget it soon! I just had and argument with my mom to! It'll be ok^^ *huggles more* >.<


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 25, 2006 @ 07:23pm
don't worry everything normally always gets better. I should know my parents fought all the time and got divorced when I was 5. they still fight even though they don't see each other but oh well. sounds like you just need a hug. * gives you a hug* does that make you feel better? I hope so well talk to you later. bye.



SSRCHalliday1985
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ruppychan
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commentCommented on: Tue Jan 31, 2006 @ 06:00pm
Thanx guys I feel much better ^_^ I went to my friends house for a week after that happened it felt nice but it felt even better to get home ^_^...I have been spending weekends at my friend D's house lately ^_^ it is doing good on mine and my mothers realtionship .... >.> and plus it is doing me good since money is tight my parents fight alot...... I hope they wont devorce that would kill me..... well ttyl *huggles for huggles*


commentCommented on: Thu Feb 23, 2006 @ 09:11pm
stare well genji... you have nowhere near as bad as me... me and that mother of mine can't be in the same room for more than 5 minutes without trying to kill each other, and all because she doesn't know how to manage money and the trouble that i have with work... we really need to move away from these people and visit them on the weekends... you think you, d, and i could get a place together? i'll sleep in a closet if i have too wink yer guys parents would never need to know i live with ya cool xd 3nodding redface blaugh heart



Kadajs_Slave
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ruppychan
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 05, 2006 @ 08:36am
haa haa ok Sephy you can sleep in the broom Closet int eh apartment me, D, and Shley are gonna get xd


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