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Hollywood Undead: The Diary Lyrics

[Intro/chorus x2 (Deuce)]
'Cause I don´t wanna be like this
I´ve been runnin' these streets
for too long now
I´ve got nothing that´s true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home

[J3T]
I ********' swear that I care
but it´s hard when you stare
into the bottom of a bottle
that is empty and bare
all my desolate soul
in my desolate home
it´s my desolate role
yeah I´m here all alone
I can´t think of a reason
to get the ******** out of bed
curtains closed, lights are off
Am I alive or dead?
I haven´t shaved in a week
I always slur when I speak
tolerance at it´s peak
another fifth just to sleep
oh woe is me woe is me
I guess I need love
hoes ya see hoes ya see
I´m just in a rut
and I swear I´m tryin baby please
Baby don´t leave
god-damn I´m a ********
But I guess that´s just me
so I sit in my room
and I´ll cry in my bed
thinkin about all the s**t
that made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to climb
but it seems so steep
pour myself a ********' whisky
and go back to sleep... b***h

[Chorus x2]
'Cause I don´t wanna be like this
I´ve been runnin' these streets
for too long now
I´ve got nothing that´s true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home

I watch my momma cry
she says 'baby why?'
I say 'baby died,
baby's gone like a suicide'
I don´t think you´ll
see him soon, mom
stay out my room, mom
Tell daddy that I hate that mother ********
like you, Mom.
I sing this s**t for
you, Danny, Sasha and Jordan
these beers keep gettin' warmer
every time that I hold 'em
I pour this out for you
like a partner in crime
it´s part of the times
when you´re sick in the mind
yeah I´m sick, oh so sick
I´m so sick of this s**t
Yeah I´m lit, oh so lit
I´m so ******** up off it
so I stumble around
til I stumble fall down
to this puddle of my tears
layin here on the ground

When you´ve got nothing left
you´ve got nothing left to lose
with my last left single breath
I´ll still be singing to you
so when you bury me man
you better bury me deep
and sing along to this song
because you´re broken like me.

[Chorus x2]
'Cause I don´t wanna be like this
I´ve been runnin' these streets
for too long now
I´ve got nothing that´s true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home

[Bridge - Deuce x2]
And I wanna go back to the start
back where we started from
and I know it´s been so long
I was wrong, I was wrong
I was wrong all along

[Chorus]
'Cause I don´t wanna be like this
I´ve been runnin' these streets
for too long now
I´ve got nothing that´s true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home