Hey there. For all you (2 or so) who think I'm worth something:
My ex boyfriend has seperation issues. We've been apart for a couple of months now, but I don't think he understands what it really means. I mean, I don't want him back. He practically raped me from what I held precious!
Now, even my best friend wants me to be back with him. He says he loves me ever so much and he was heartbroken when he had to break up with me. Well, I sure as hell wasn't! I mean, come on! Who would want to go out with some guy who raped you?
Well, another thing is, is that he omg... How can I say this? His image won't leave my mind. Nor the bad memories he had created. They are forever burned in my mind. And people wonder why I'm so gittery around guys. I flinch a lot because he gave me a two to three inch bruise last year for not kissing him. That's a pretty stupid reason! He pinned me to the floor with my hands pinned above my head. All I could do was sit there and hope that he was just get the hint that I didn't feel like doing anything whatsoever that day!
I don't know what to do anymore. No one seems to have the right kind of advice for me. They tell me to say, "Back off" or "Get the hell away before..". That never worked for me. And he's the only guy that I'm afraid of. I want to tell one of my guy friends all that he did, but I'm way too scared. So, I'm reduced to telling the people and friends of the net.
Who ever read this, you got any clue to what the hail I should do?
My ex boyfriend has seperation issues. We've been apart for a couple of months now, but I don't think he understands what it really means. I mean, I don't want him back. He practically raped me from what I held precious!
Now, even my best friend wants me to be back with him. He says he loves me ever so much and he was heartbroken when he had to break up with me. Well, I sure as hell wasn't! I mean, come on! Who would want to go out with some guy who raped you?
Well, another thing is, is that he omg... How can I say this? His image won't leave my mind. Nor the bad memories he had created. They are forever burned in my mind. And people wonder why I'm so gittery around guys. I flinch a lot because he gave me a two to three inch bruise last year for not kissing him. That's a pretty stupid reason! He pinned me to the floor with my hands pinned above my head. All I could do was sit there and hope that he was just get the hint that I didn't feel like doing anything whatsoever that day!
I don't know what to do anymore. No one seems to have the right kind of advice for me. They tell me to say, "Back off" or "Get the hell away before..". That never worked for me. And he's the only guy that I'm afraid of. I want to tell one of my guy friends all that he did, but I'm way too scared. So, I'm reduced to telling the people and friends of the net.
Who ever read this, you got any clue to what the hail I should do?
