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cp, i know ive been nothing but a bother in a way with all the complaining, but im glad you tried to help. Ive been also having an awful time myself, alot of people hate me in our class for no reason, but i know why gabe and eric hate me. its so weird how trying to protect the ones you love come with more bad then good, i guess its the matter of sacrifice. Also our neighbor is giving us trouble being the a** he is. and our family is having finacial problems. Money is very precious right now for us. Isnt amazing how gaia has this power of making us tell what we really feel inside? lol.

All this drama reminds of the day when I asked, "Is this a part of change?" and yes, we all have changed, mentally, we have to leave some of the past behind us because time is a gift, thats why they call it present. i know you probably think, just another boring metephor of life, serious lecture, but please try to take in what I say. Basically life sucks, and we are trying to achieve perfection, which is known as heaven for us catholics. biggrin