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Today I want to break down.
Today I want to cry.
To be honest if i think about it,
Today I want to die.
But here i can not break down.
Here I can not die.
Here I have to walk with my head held up high.
Here I can show no weakness.
Here I can show no pain.
The girl with nothing to life for
Has nothing left to gain.
Today i show no weakness
Today I show no pain.
But inside I am shaking,
As pain runs through my vein.
I don't want to go be strong.
I don't want to go be okay.
Today I've lost it all.
Today I have nothing left to gain.
Inside I don't feel happiness,
As my hope turns to dread.
I don't feel joy as I think inside my head.
Even as I think, it only turns to deeper dread.
Good feelings turn to pain as they rot inside my brain.
The girls who knows no joy
Today knows only deeper pain.
Today I want to break down.
Today I want to cry.
To be honest if I think about it,
Today. . . . . . . I want to die.