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ah what a lovely month this has been, going to a new college, meeting new people etc, but theres been alot of smoke clouding my mind recently, an whenever there's smoke there is fire right?

well anyway it has to do with someone i love...deeply. i mean we get on WELL, like bread an butter man, but it feels like things are changing. i don't know, these past couple of weeks i feel like i'm drifting away from her. i mean we talk, we laugh, but it dosen't feel the same. maybe its because shes found someone else? or am i just paranoid? i don't know...i hope its assumption number 2 but hell time will tell. plus i think she thinks i like someone else, even though i have said god knows how many times NO THE GIRL IS 14!. is this whats driving her away? or am i too stupid to realise theres not a problem at all. eh, i wish i knew, i wish i knew....