Difficult times .. and complicated solutions..
Ever Truly Wish there was a way someone could know your Heart.. and I mean to know it without a word spoken... Feel it without Needing to Touch it.. Embrace it being any distance away... Know that a Heart is Truly and solely for Loving..emotions without room for anything else..except to hold Honor and Integrity.
Some friendships pass through many stages from a pleasure of company.. easily open and sharing together... even towards flirting with desires, once never thought of..from a friend... to those of which can often be taken wrongly when not truly explained.. thoughtfully and carefully.. even when expressed that only in friendship do some around us stay.. it appears clearer with thanks to My Darling.. that an open apology is in needed... in hopes that some pains may be forgotten.I only now wish I would have made sure closure was done properly and that a better understanding was achieved. Because now that somehow hurts what has been the most wonderful times of my life. I wish to be forgiven.. to be able to get back on pace.
Only the Ladder am I completely dedicated too.. and had never lead astray any from who I mention as My Darling.. never to cross that path will I commit and pledge.. since several times it has been brought to my attention.. and even as I hide the sensitivity, honor and respect.. that really is who I am .. I caused hurt, without intention... even knowing there was closure, sometimes it doesn't get perceived for what it truly was.
I will remain Me ..through all that is in this world.. creating us into who we are.. and continue to grow and learn from all of life's challenges... a Peaceful and Purrrrfect Pace .. awaiting the Future which I waited my Lifetime for That began earlier this year. With My Darling.
Richdog1 · Thu Aug 27, 2009 @ 04:35am · 0 Comments |