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“I CRAVE FOR YOUR LOVE”

I watched you through my lashes,

Begging to god that one day you’ll love me,

Though I never complain once for those gashes,

These were the only souvenir you gave me.





They say,

Vampires are creatures that are not capable of loving someone,

But I naively pray it will be otherwise in my love story,

The heart of mine refuses to feel nothing but love,

For I seek your heart only.





I realize that I’m not good enough to be loved,

When your ruby eyes flicker towards me,

I didn’t turn my back and run free,

I was not afraid when I found blood in your eyes.





From the beginning I knew I’m nothing but a mere sacrifice,

When your lips touch my throat and when your canines

Tore deep inside my neck, I never cried out,

I commit every touch, every pain to my memory.



I cradle your head loving in my arms,

As you drank my life force, my blood,

I gave my life essence willing to you, My Love

Glad for once that a part of me giving you life.





I’m not afraid of death,

I’m only afraid that I won’t be able to watch you watch me,

In one way I’m absolutely happy,

That you’re the one freeing my soul and ending my life,





I don’t want someone else to do that,

Because I belong to you and only you;

Body, mind and soul, to no one else but you,

Only you can take my life that truly belongs to you.





Happiness embrace me as truth came crashing down my mind,

That I’m about to die in the arms of the man that I love,

I whispered those three words although now it just a little too late,

“I love you.” The words left my lips and reach you ears.





I saw your ruby eyes searching my sapphire depths

As they pooled in blood tears,

In the end you’ll know my love for you,

I breathe my lash breath,

Right after your crimson lips pressed against mine.