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Killed

Why do you tend to threat me?
Am I that horrible
I try my hardest, but yet i seem to always fail you...


I do not mean what you think
you are spell bound by your own heart
why must you kill me everytime you speak
your'e heart is so cold,
and yet I yern for it


you put me under a spell
wich i cannot break
you are so pure and loveable
yet you kill me every time you speak

why?
how?
how are you so powerful over me?
are you my love?
I thought love was enchanted and painless
yet you seem to kill me as you walk past me
touch me
speak to me
hug me...


why am I so over heels for you?
you are a b*****d,
and yet I find that attractive
I love how you look at me
how you flip your hair
how you protect me from yourself

why do you do this
why do I kill for your touch..
kiss me please
touch me and hold me until time ends
I want you
I crave you
I love you...


yet I am dying from you,
is that what are love is?
If thats what it takes for you to kiss me
then so be it
just please, don't kill me till Iv'e had my kiss
please, im already dead
but dammit I want that kiss...

-Nicole L.

this is also for you abe