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So, I've been going on mabi lately. Ugh. So much drama, is it just the Ruairi server or all of them? I know there was a lot of drama back in Alexina. There's a ton here. Bleh. Maybe drama just follows me? Heal, I love him, I do, But seriously. How could it hurt him at all To just open up a little? It feels like I have no progress with him at all. He doesn't talk to me as comfortably as he does with his guildmates or his friends, such as Toshiba or whomever else. At some point it gets hard to tell yourself that they love you And not hear if from them, k? Anywho. ._______.

My mabi mothers have all quit, puresadness, My other mabi father has taken advantage of me... Ten is the only one I trust now. ; -;
So, I lawl'd hard when he saw me with my married title on, and he freaked out. He was really nice about it to me, But Heal's end wasn't that great. To be honest, I'm glad Daddy Ten strangled him, if he hadn't I would've prolly still needed somebody to do something to Heal. And I wouldve ended up Breaking up with him. x___x I still love my daddy ten =D He's so nice to me. I wish it were mommy leesuh and daddy ten. That would be epix luffing right thar, lol. Oh. Daddy Ten asked me to join Demonblood but I didn't really... Want to... Like, Annoy Heal further and embarrass him. I would probably just be suuuper mad at him for treating me differently. Also, there are a lot of pro's in Demonblood. At least, way better than me. Keke. I lub Revival, and i always will. It's by far the best guild I've been in. I feel at home and welcomed there, and I know everybody like they were my family. Theyre all equal to me, I have no best best friends in there, we're all treated the same.
I simply adore them all, I love them to death. owo
PS- Maintenance kicked our asses.