Nicole had gotten me a couple gifts for Christmas. The Notebook and The Nightmare Before Christmas. She knew I loved The Nightmare Before Christmas, and that I wanted to see The Notebook but had never had the chance to. Thank you, Nicole, for the great Christmas gifts.
After watching The Notebook, I felt somewhat emotional. It was an absolute master piece. Being one who obssesses over romance and drama, you can surely count that this would be the type of movie I'd watch over and over.
I smiled brightly during the scenes of Noah's and Allie's younger years. I literally felt the suspense and curiousity, the worry of both when they hadn't recieved any letters from each other. The relief when Allie visited Noah, and they fell in love again just as they did during the Summer of a few years back. I felt the pain when they passed away together, laying on a bed side by side, holding hands and waiting for eachother in the next life.
This film had truely touched me, to the point I cried in the end.
Not only was this a wonderful movie, but it reminds me so many things I wish to never forget. It makes me think of Nicole, and how much I truely miss her. Sure we get to talk over the phone, but sometimes I miss her so much, that it hurts. I wish I could be there with her, instead of having to be so far apart.
But as much as I miss her, I'm waiting. I'm going to wait until she has a home where she will be cared for, a home where she will be safe. I hope it will be near for me to see her, but all that matters is that she's happy.
Nicole is the best thing to have ever came into my life. I truely love her, so much that sometimes I'm scared. Scared to lose her. Without Nicole I don't know what I would do. I never want to lose her, but I never want to force her into anything neither...
And what makes me feel so comfortible with her, is that I know she loves me too. She calls her self a b***h sometimes, but I don't care what she says in regards to it. She's the most kind and caring person I know, and she really does make me glad to be alive. She would never hurt me, and I would never hurt her. And no matter what the fearful thoughts I have in my head, I will put all of my trust into her. Because I love Nicole.
I love you, Nicole.
After watching The Notebook, I felt somewhat emotional. It was an absolute master piece. Being one who obssesses over romance and drama, you can surely count that this would be the type of movie I'd watch over and over.
I smiled brightly during the scenes of Noah's and Allie's younger years. I literally felt the suspense and curiousity, the worry of both when they hadn't recieved any letters from each other. The relief when Allie visited Noah, and they fell in love again just as they did during the Summer of a few years back. I felt the pain when they passed away together, laying on a bed side by side, holding hands and waiting for eachother in the next life.
This film had truely touched me, to the point I cried in the end.
Not only was this a wonderful movie, but it reminds me so many things I wish to never forget. It makes me think of Nicole, and how much I truely miss her. Sure we get to talk over the phone, but sometimes I miss her so much, that it hurts. I wish I could be there with her, instead of having to be so far apart.
But as much as I miss her, I'm waiting. I'm going to wait until she has a home where she will be cared for, a home where she will be safe. I hope it will be near for me to see her, but all that matters is that she's happy.
Nicole is the best thing to have ever came into my life. I truely love her, so much that sometimes I'm scared. Scared to lose her. Without Nicole I don't know what I would do. I never want to lose her, but I never want to force her into anything neither...
And what makes me feel so comfortible with her, is that I know she loves me too. She calls her self a b***h sometimes, but I don't care what she says in regards to it. She's the most kind and caring person I know, and she really does make me glad to be alive. She would never hurt me, and I would never hurt her. And no matter what the fearful thoughts I have in my head, I will put all of my trust into her. Because I love Nicole.
I love you, Nicole.
