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Right now I'm watching The Notebook and something I already knew has been reinforced. When I first saw this movie it was when it first came out on DVD. I didn't understand the feelings behind it then because I never felt love or anything even close to it. Since then I've had my share of love and heartbreak. I thought I was in love once before but after I met my boyfriend I learned I was wrong. I love my boyfriend with all my heart and watching this movie only reinforces those feelings. I don't know what I'd do without him. I never thought this move could make me cry. I'm not like most girls. I don't cry at chick flicks but right now crying it all I can do. All I can think about is Andre and how I want to spend my entire life with him. Age doesn't matter at all for any reason people may say it does. It especially doesn't matter when it comes to love. When you're in love you know it and you know it won't change. My feelings will never change toward him. I will always want to be by his side regardless of how much we fight. Our relationship is strong and I plan to keep it that way. Love is many different things. It differs from person to person but to me it's the fact that I would do anything to make him happy and that I want to be with him until the day I die. I want to spend every second of my life with him. I want to be with him through the good and the bad. Anyone who doesn't think something anywhere close to that isn't really in love. If you can't picture yourself with who you're with in the future then what you have isn't real. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this...All I know right now is how much I love Andre and how much he means to me. I never want him taken away from me. He is my life. He is my happiness. He is my light in the dark. He brightens my day even with a simple hi. Every time I'm down he makes me feel better. He is everything I've always wanted and more. He is my everything. I'll love him until the day I die no matter what happens. Treasure the one you love.This movie teaches you that one day hard times come. You'll regret many things if something bad happens. Don't ever go to sleep mad at them. Tell them how you feel, always. Never waste a moment. I know I never want to. Most of you, if you stuck through this entry until the end, are probably thinking I'm lame or something but I'll tell you this: love is never lame no matter what someone says. You know when your feelings are true and you don't care what anyone says because all that matters in this world are you and the one you love.