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******** Christmas. All I got to say. It's supposed to be this time of happy and friendlyness. Well try telling that to my dad. First thing today. He wakes me up at the unholy time if 10am to go get groceries. That we didn't even need. Then I get home talk to Sophie for a while. Always makes me happier. So I get all happy again. So my sister was supposed to come over and make us dinner. Well, she changed the plans. WE had to go over THERE. I hate going to my sister's house for family get togethers. She never pays any attention to me, and all I have to do is play with my nephew. Which he isn't up for because my dad bought him a air hockey thing from this guy he knows at work. So he did that all night. My sister tells me I have another brother..... I was just like WTF? She showed me a picture, it looked like me but fatter with blue eyes. She said we have the same dad but different mothers. I don't even know my dad. Or my mom for that matter. So I got a bit sad. But I just dealt with it. I finally get done with sitting there for a good 3 hours. On the drive home my dad wouldn't shut up about how he hates my mom and s**t so I basically tune him out. He mentions something about Beatmania coming today. I get really excited. I told him if I got it I wouldn't go to my uncles house tomorrow. He flips. Starts yelling about how everyone'll blame him. Saying I'm going wether I like it or not. So I basically sit there like whatever, fine, be a b***h. We get home, I'm over everything that happened and psyched hoping Beatmania would be sitting at my door.

Well, it wasn't. I got super upset and just walked into my room and here I sit. Still trying to be cheerful even though everyone around me is being a total a**.

So before I start mindlessly rambling.

Merry Christmas!!!