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Well... this is my first journal entry. I hope to write something in it everyday, or even every other day. (If I haven't posted in more than 3 days, someone leave me a comment, ok?)

Anyways, I played guitar today, which was amazing. Played for 2 and a half hours. Thats a new record!! And another thing happened. I was lying in bed today, thinking about my current situation with my ex-girlfriend and my ex-best friend, and I realized something. You don't have to stay sad all the time, just because you lost the two most important people in your life. There is always a bright side to things. For example, with my ex-girlfriend. There is always a chance in the future, that if she wants to get back together, my arms will be open and ready for a hug just the way how she likes them, and I'll be willing to take her back. Of course I don't know when that fantasy might happen, in fact it might not even happen, but it never hurts to dream, right? As for my ex-best friend, I haven't really thought about it much. I really don't want to think about it. She was just to much depression for my life. In fact it was rubbing off on me. Oh well, thats enough for tonight.