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she sits in front of the mirror looking at her tired reflection. she could have sworn her eyes were brown and green but now looking at them, they only looked black...blacker than a never-ending hole that leads to hell...around her eyes are dark rings. "i haven't been sleeping right." which she tells everyone. and oh is it so true. and when those nights came that she could actually sleep, she found it hard to sleep comfortably...awakening every hour. she examines her reflection again. her skin was a pasty-pail color. sickly-looking, like a ghost. "so many things are wrong with me..." she whispered to herself. she has not been like this always. believe it or not, she had been happy. she actually had color on her face that indicated that she was alive and well. even though it has only been months, to her it felt like years...so long ago that she was truly happy, thinking that she found people like herself, a home, a sanctuary that she had put together. she thought that the family she created would be together for a long time. she had never expected for things to fall apart so quickly, only in a matter of months. she's sick of acting like everything is okay. but she still wants to make things right...she...just lost her way...she forgot how to try

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