Im just here flippin through the channels when i stumbled upon a documentary of some sorts about gays, lesbians, bisexuals, and tansgendered and something about a religion and a few of them going around the states promoting knowledge and acceptance.
I continued to watch and learned their stories and as such and that reminded me of someone that I knew from my middle school days. He was this random kid who was quiet and such and we were cool friends. Well untill he told me that he was gay. I didn't know why I acted the way I did and why I did it. I think it was because of the shock but now I completely regret it. Well after that whole incident we never talked again.
I completely regret as I continued to watch this documentary because. . . What I realized is that if I acted like that, who else acted like that towards him and having that bond of trust and stability with someone. It would have to hurt badly and I didn't know what compelled me to call one of my friends that knew him but I did.
We talked and stuff and I said how I was sorry and stuff and he just laghed at me and calling me an idiot and stuff, and about how it took so long for me to forgive him. The strange part was that he asked me if we could chill again. It stunned me how forginving he was after so many years and stuff and I said yeah we could, just no gay stuff. It was a funny 2 hour conversation over the phone.
We caught up so much and both of us changed so much also. It was good to hear from and see that he is doing fine, even though he is going through some trouble with his boyfriend haha. Ahhh well what can you do. Right ^^
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