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I guess I became so used to talking to a certain person every day that now I'm sad because I've gotten no PM's from them. I used to txt until my phones were shut off so it is like PMing this person was all I could do to stay in touch with them.
I take people on the internet too seriously and no matter how much I try, I only get hurt. I feel lonely and neglected even though it has only been a few days. I want my money they are keeping for me even though they never got angry at me or gave me any indication that they hated me except for my paranoia on being ignored which still lingers.
It is always me, no matter where I go or what I do, that in the end, is...unimportant. None of my IRL friends will make a gaia to talk to me. I can't txt, what do they expect me to do! crying
And so, since I had no one, I...substituted them for people on gaia. That is my problem. No matter where I turn to, real or virtual, people LET ME DOWN!