Since I'm being so depressing... I guess I can write in my last words on both my blog Biku's Hideout and my journal on GaiaOnline. If I were dying or I just simply killed myself or some random accident happened, my last words would be... I love you all. My lies were simply words to cover the damage that I made, to protect you from me. Everyone I known been really helpful to fufill my incomplete life. I cant see the future but I can see the past. I love everyone even the silly enemies I had. Fights were simply me being stubborn not even caring what you all thought, and I apologize.I wish I can just grasp onto the happiness that floats away but Im so grateful for the people that grasps it for me slowly handing it back... Without you guys I'd probably already have attempts to kill myself. I thank enemies that hated me but didnt realize that they helped me to be strong. My poems all related to how I feel... and without writing those I'd probably would never get my feelings out. I love you all....and I hope you all stay happy that's what I want.
...that's it
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