I'm finally finished my Christmas shopping, I got Jess a ring for Christmas, I hope she'll like it. It's like a promise ring, sorta like the one she got me, only a little different.
Anyways, it's exactly 1 week before Christmas, I have one week of school left before I have my winter vacation, you can see that I'm excited, as are almost everyone else that goes to school.
But as every Christmas since my grandmother's death, I'm not totally excited about the Holiday, as my mother and I have discussed, it's just not the same anymore, I guess it's not as bad as our first Christmas without her but.. it still hurts, it's hard to forget her or how she always made she everyone got presents and everyone was happy before she made sure she was happy herself. I'm actually going to my aunts today for an early Christmas dinner with the family.. but I really don't want to go, I have a pervert for a Cousin, and the rest of my cousins are little preps who talk about clothes and shoes the whole time, thus I will be stuck bringing my stetch book with me so i can draw and what not while I am there. My pervert of a cousin is only 5 months younger than me (making him stuck in grade 10) and all he does and say that the slutty girls are "hawt" I want to kick him in the face.. but that's just me.
Anyways, I must go, for I need to take a shower and get changed into some clothes.
Anyways, it's exactly 1 week before Christmas, I have one week of school left before I have my winter vacation, you can see that I'm excited, as are almost everyone else that goes to school.
But as every Christmas since my grandmother's death, I'm not totally excited about the Holiday, as my mother and I have discussed, it's just not the same anymore, I guess it's not as bad as our first Christmas without her but.. it still hurts, it's hard to forget her or how she always made she everyone got presents and everyone was happy before she made sure she was happy herself. I'm actually going to my aunts today for an early Christmas dinner with the family.. but I really don't want to go, I have a pervert for a Cousin, and the rest of my cousins are little preps who talk about clothes and shoes the whole time, thus I will be stuck bringing my stetch book with me so i can draw and what not while I am there. My pervert of a cousin is only 5 months younger than me (making him stuck in grade 10) and all he does and say that the slutty girls are "hawt" I want to kick him in the face.. but that's just me.
Anyways, I must go, for I need to take a shower and get changed into some clothes.
