Well, I just deleted all of my old journal entries. They were completely retarded and no one was reading them anyways. My life is completely different from when I wrote any of those, so it felt right to delete them. That's not who I am anymore. I used to be such an isolated flake. Now I actually listen to good music and I leave the house. My life is so busy, but I like it that way. I feel like I've matured so much lately, it's crazy. I'm still random at times, but now when I'm random it's funny and not just stupid. I'm actually stepping out into daylight now, and I'm loving it. I'm so much more completely laid back now. I just don't care about what anyone besides me thinks about me. I'm living life now.
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