I often look at the current memories that i'm makeing now, and smiles upon them, thinking how bad and horrible it would be to lose them. I grow sadden once i think that, for knowing that of only a few months ago. I hope, i wish and i dream that I'll know more of what I don't now.
Looking upon my to plushies, San-San( from my good friend SolRei) and Syra the plain plushie that could have more then a plain heart, i noticed something more then just PLushies..i noticed people. It was an odd feeling, seeing their sewed on faces and remembering faces that I could have seen any were, i felt good and loved. Not like now, no, this was diffrent, like a love i knew would never go away...i looked up at the brown celing of my house and thought:
"My parents...did I just remember my parents?"
I pondered this qwestion till i fell alseep in my chair, Plusies in arms and lights still on. I woke up this morning, sweating like a pig since the heater was on and so were the lights. Getting the plushies off my sweaty skin I looked at their faces again. They were the same old faces that I have seen time and time agian. I picked them up and set them on my bed, heading out for another day.
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